DEstiNY iS thAt TRUE???

I've came to realize that destiny can hurt a person as much as can bless and I find myself wondering why of all the people in the world I'd fall to someone who can never be mine.....

Is it true that yOUR BESTFRIEND is YOUR BEST enemy?????

I don't know but maybe.......

Does LOVE expires?

is that TRUE???!!! ul know soon...

When will I say GOODBYE?!?!

When,when when....ah I don't know when.....
2b conti.....

INSENSITIVE "2 years na"

2B CONTINUED.....

Butterscoth!!!!

Gud day to all the readers there..well, I ran into a computer cafe just to post this message of mine(cra kc pc nmin e)... Last night or maybe this morning before I slept an Uncle of mine give me a pocket book (d same tagalog pocket book), he told me that he had borrowed it from a neighbor, It is good he says... You know, I don't really enjoy reading pocketbook because I think it kinda boring!?!!...(wag sna maglit ang mundo sken and all my close friends, becuse they pay alot of attention and time reading a romantic stories on that; one of them have been collecting alot since high school..kaya sna wag syang magalit sken)... well, I find it boring because of simply thing, it doesn't have any pictures at all...its only on the cover which they gave emphasize.... Maybe I was wrong there but what can you do I just find it very boring and hard to understand because theres no visuals....or what beacuse I just don't like reading (kung computer books pa yan ok.)... When I was in high school when I am also a reader of tagalog pocket book it tooks a lots of day before I finished reading a pocket because I don't pay attention on what Iam reading (minsan nga buod lng binabasa ko or ung first three chapter and then the ending) i always jumps into the climax and ending of the story I hate sad stories it makes me cry alot.. I am really on reading comics scince i was a child because it have lots of picture and easy to understand by just merely looking at the pictures u can understand what the authors wants to gave to their reader; I also read magazine like cosmopolitan, metro, fhm, entrepreneur and etc. but before that I usually scannned those stories insidethe magazine, because sometimes I get bored reading all of those stories...when 1 story catch my eyes (having good catch phrase or words I read it alot of time until i almost memorized everything even the dots).... Sometimes I read also to let the time past by and when some catch my eyes or when a scence is very good and very touching (madarama ko s earth eh!!) I would read it all over and over again untill I memorized each line that why sometimes It tooks me alot of day or a weeks to finish such a short story....
But last night 1 of those pocket that my uncle borrowed took my attention... I don't understand what the meaning of BUTTERSCOTCH or what the hell it was all about...them when I read the summary It really cacth my attention (b4 that I was planning to read FHM)....
BUTTERSCOTCH was a horse owned before by sarah they live in manila but they have a hacienda in pontevedra...when she was 16 yr. old his father gave him a horse whose name was Butterscotch,then an accident came...... after 6 long years she had graduated in college;she had a fiancee named Direk...Direck wants them to get married since she had graduated in college but she refused it she want to win in an equestrienne in japan....then she came back to pontevedra where he meet Marco the new owner of Butterscotch....... Marco had feelings before towards heron the first time he laid his eyes on her, but he just hide it and put away himself towards her..when that accident happens and he had Butterscotch which is sold to him and apart of srah's land; he told himself that there will be a time that sarah would be hers....
then I don't wanna tell it all what catches my HEART is this one
Hanggang Sumisikat ang araw sa Silanagan at nagpapakita ang buwan sa gabi... ganoon kita kadalas isipin.... ganon katagal kitang amamahal....
ang haba ng hair nya.... he wait untill he gets that time what a real love....at the end the two of them had each other....I can't relate on it but it really touch my heart knowing and hoping that there someone out there whus Love was just like Marco...I could be the happiest person in the world...But at some point maybe or its the truth that it won't happened in real life because it just a story a man-make story... how I wish I was Sarah whose been loved by Marco (pro ang kpalaran ni juan ay d kapalaran ni pedro right?)... mging champion kya ko s equetrianne makapunta n nga s el kabayo hehehe!!!) thats all for now thanks for reading!!!!!

I'm Happy because dna ko BITTER!!!

u will know why...next tym!!!

Just not An Ordinary day Tomorrow!!???!!!

Just not an Ordinary day tomorrow???(january 4, 2005).. y? its because some of the people around me knows dat its my bday but it wasnt...its ...... bday and I dont know what to do...he just 1 of those people I've known b4; but is he special???? yes b4 but now I don't think so... Is it a good habit to greet someone on his birthday knowing that you don't know each other in person or I mean youknow each other but not person....(ironic???)

I remember the first tym I've greet him I was on my 3rd year in high school I was so exited to greet him knowing that he'll be happy to know that I remeber his bday ( the appreciation it was very warm and...)...and he did...

But last year I called him again and I think he was so happy in away, that i still remeber his bday....But tomorrow I don't know if he will wait for my call to greet him a "HAPPY BIRTHDAY".

Theres a part of me saying That It was just the usual thing that I'm doing for alot of years b4 but on the other way around I don't want; its just I'm too shy to do it again all over again" (d nman makapal mukha ko)... were frnds but not personally... thats how ironic it was???...... Well could somebody tell me what should i do...Should I call him or not...Am I paranoid to think that his thinking that I still want him,,,but honestly I don't..all I want is to greet him and thats all...And All I want is to be her friend!!!!!

LOVE

I may be able to speak the languages of human beings and even of angels, but if I have no Love, my speech is no more than a noisy gongs or a clanging bell. I may have the gift of inspired preaching; I may have all knowledge & understand all secrets; I may have all the faith needed to move mountains-but if I have no Love, I am nothing. I may give away everthing I have, and even give up my body to be burned-but if I have no Love this does me no good.

Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; Love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; Love does not keep a record of wrongs; Love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope, and patience never fails.

Love is eternal. There are inspired messages, but they are temporary; there are gifts of speaking in strange tounges, but they will cease; there is knowledge, but it will pass. For our gift of knowledge & inspired message are only partial; but when what is perfect comes, then what is partial will disappear.

When I was a child, my speech, feelings; and thinking were all those a child; now that I am an adult, I have no more use for a childish ways. What we shall see now is like a dim image in a mirror; then we shall see face-to-face. What I know now is only partial; then it will be complete as complete as God's knowledge of me.

Meanwhile thewse three remains: FAITH, HOPE and LOVE; and the greatest of these is LOVE.....

1 CORINTHIANS 13:1-13

LOVE STORY

In a place I did well
I met a guy I loved so well
He came & took my Love from me
But now his gone & set me free
He sat a girl upon his knee
And told her things he never told me
Now I know why, She was prettier than I
I went home & cried upon my bed
Not a word my mother said
My father came home late that night
And searched for me left and right
He went up stairs my door he broke
And found me hanging on a rope
He took a knife & cut me down
And in my pocket a not He found
"Dig a grave, Dig it Deep
marble stone from head to feet
on top of my coffin, place a dove
To show the world what I did for LOVE!!!"

My Last Seven Days

If I had seven days to live

and you'll ask me what I do

I'll spend my first six days with God

and my last day with You!

On the first day I'd ask the Lord above

to take care of the one I Love

cause there's no one else I'd rather have

than You my one and only Love

I'll pray to him the second day

to take away your tears

cause it will only break my heart

to see my Love in tears

The third day I'd be asking him

to forgive me for my sins

and if I may, I'll beg him please

for another chance to Live

The fourth day is thanksgiving

for the blessings we received

He had blessed me when I met you

the best gift I received

On the fifth day will be prayers

for all mankind

that all may find peace in their heart

and soon will reunite

A prayer for preparation

will be on the sixth day

that He may take me to heaven

and not the othar way

I'll thank God for the seventh day

cause I'll pass my time with You

that before I leave the world you'll know

How much I Love You so!!!

Bitter?!?!?!?

Bitter ba ako pag cnabi kong......

I"ll Never Let Them Have The SATISFACTION Knowing That They've Hurt Me!!!!!

Letting Go!!!

Don't tell me you Love me

I do't beleive You do

You can't say you Love me

Not when uou Love her too.

Life seems the way you look at her

As the woman you Love so well

You really care about her

It's obvious, I can tell

You looks so good together

And it breaks my heart to see

The magic of your Love for her

The Love wasn't meant for me

You must know how I feel for You

How I've loved you for so long

But instead of joy look what it caused

Nothing but anguish in my heart

Somehow I have to forget you

It will be hard, but I must try

Please go now very quikly

You mustn't see me cry

So leave but please remember

That I'll Love You so

It is only because I LOVE YOU

That I'm Letting You Go!!!